I miss you. I miss you. I miss you.
There are so many words i want to say to you, but i can't. There are so many ways i've planned to torture you, but i won't. There are so many tears i could've cried but i haven't. I hate you, that's for sure. And yes, i do want to see you but that is impossible. i'd fall back in a second. one look into your eyes and i'd be back right where you want me to be. And it was sooo hard for me to take a step back from you, it was against my heart, hopes, dreams and body but i did it and here i am, standing on the side-line about to fall, either back into your arms or forward straight into darkness. Help me someone! This is hard, for real and all of you people must think im nuts, and i might be, but i.. don't know. I want you, but im afraid to get hurt. I want to take that step forward, but then i won't see you when i look back. This is not making any sense at all so im just gonna stop talking.
All i will say is, That I miss you. And I will miss you, untill i fall in love with someone els just like i fell in love with you ,and when I stop seeing your face whenever i close my eyes. You are a Monster, a monster who knows how to play with fire.. and boy, with one touch I was in flames and not even water can put the lights out.
