A wise girl leaves before she's left.
I've done it again. How can i be so stupid to fall back to the same game, time after time? Do I not have some cind of selfdefence against beeing hurt? Am i like really, really stupid? I must be.. for real.
I mean, what cind of girl falls in love, like deeply and shitly in love, loves but then gets crushed lika a fucking bug and can't get up and is still not in one peace, and then falls in love again? And will probably do the same stupid thing again.. and i wont lie, there's not a thing different. It's the same old story all over again but isn't one of the best feelings in the world falling in love? I love the feeling of falling in love, so that maybe why I let myself fall in love over and over again. But this time, it's his face. I have, for real never seen such a perfect face. I mean, you should see his lips.. dear god, all i can think about is how it would feel to kiss them and he's eyes.. sweet Jesus, they are beautiful. He is beautiful. So.fucking.beautiful.
He is tall too, like.. 186,5cm to be exact, he told me.. Man, if i'd choose the face on the man i will end up spending the rest of my life with it would be his. And i wouldn't change anything. nothing.
But the thing i hate about all this, is that i know that i will get hurt in the end but i can't find myself to stop, allthough i know i can never get as hurt as i was four-five months ago. That was extrem, it never stopped hurting, i woke up with pain and fell asleap almost crying. but im fine, now im fine and like i said back then; the only time i'll ever get over you is when i fall in love with someone els like i fell in love with you. And now is that time, but im afraid this will lead into a bad circle that will never stop.
Well, anyways.. i've got one life to live and i want to kiss every frog before i find my prince!
I mean, what cind of girl falls in love, like deeply and shitly in love, loves but then gets crushed lika a fucking bug and can't get up and is still not in one peace, and then falls in love again? And will probably do the same stupid thing again.. and i wont lie, there's not a thing different. It's the same old story all over again but isn't one of the best feelings in the world falling in love? I love the feeling of falling in love, so that maybe why I let myself fall in love over and over again. But this time, it's his face. I have, for real never seen such a perfect face. I mean, you should see his lips.. dear god, all i can think about is how it would feel to kiss them and he's eyes.. sweet Jesus, they are beautiful. He is beautiful. So.fucking.beautiful.
He is tall too, like.. 186,5cm to be exact, he told me.. Man, if i'd choose the face on the man i will end up spending the rest of my life with it would be his. And i wouldn't change anything. nothing.
But the thing i hate about all this, is that i know that i will get hurt in the end but i can't find myself to stop, allthough i know i can never get as hurt as i was four-five months ago. That was extrem, it never stopped hurting, i woke up with pain and fell asleap almost crying. but im fine, now im fine and like i said back then; the only time i'll ever get over you is when i fall in love with someone els like i fell in love with you. And now is that time, but im afraid this will lead into a bad circle that will never stop.
Well, anyways.. i've got one life to live and i want to kiss every frog before i find my prince!
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